It's a pretty good week at work and in life too..
Work is picking up~ There's ups and downs, oh well~ the usual stuff that goes on in the business of production houses.
Back to my point of finally posting a new post!
Why was it good this week then?
大猪called out of the blues. Just because he missed my voice. Thank God he called too! Otherwise I wouldn't be able to get hold of his number since I lost my bloody k770i.
OwWhH~ such a sweetie! The last ever Malaysian i met in Singapore before i came back to KL. Such sweet words, but as the chinese says, 口是心非. What do I really care about that? Just so happen that I was kinda in a bumped mood that day, he called. Made me feel rather lighter to hear a familiar voice.
Desmond messaged me on facebook. Despite of us not speaking to each other in awhile due to some arguements before i came back to KL. I suddenly told him I miss hanging out with him. Those sweet things, those gentlemen ways. The best is still his jokes which somehow encouraged me to stay on in Singapore at that time. Just before he went abruptly offline, he told me he missed those times too. *cloud 9~* woo hoo~ at least, im guessing he means it.
Well, if you've read my previous post, it took a drastic turn due to someone's mouth and existence. I used to blamed him for being the person who ruined our (D and me) close friendship; not anymore, i assume, since i realised, things happened for a reason. I can't blame anyone already. Pointless!
It's making me miss Singapore even more at times. The personal life, not working life, mind you!
Then again, looking on a brighter side...
Work is definitely getting more interesting and challenging for me nowadays. The challenge to get work done based on impossible deadlines, the challenge to do everything! haha~ that, somehow seems quite (!) familiar~
Been working on my other place in Sentul. It's a mess, a HUGE mess! And it's taking longer than usual. Gosh! But i guess it's gonna be pretty alright after im done with the place and when i move in! Let's just count the generations of spiders that has crawled through the space, and the generation of cockroaches that are currently roaming the place. *goose bumps!*
Oh, dear Adrian, no worries, i'm still madly in love with you. Don't ask me why~ it's something just so mysterious between us. =.=
7 years... *faints*
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Friday, May 8, 2009
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
It's a week left for me here in this little island...
It's been 13 months since i stepped foot on this little place and sought for my dreams... and yet, I've achieved none.
感觉有点失败～
however, there were so many memories; a bitter sweet symphony i shall say..
Let me count the ways i've grown since I came here. I've learnt that working life isn't as easy as I thought, more or less, working and living alone in a foreign country. Though it may seem similiar to the city i've grown up for the past 22 years.. the culture, thoughts and life is definitely different. People here are more aware of your capability and they tend to be afraid of you, thus, there comes the ill-spoken words coming from them...
I've learnt to be more relaxed and discipline. Knowing what to do, and what not to do. I've become a more complex person in ways that I've never known. Shunning from all posible feelings that may lead me to depression.
This does sound bad... *laughs*
Since August 08, I've been drinking much more than i could imagine, compared to the past few years. Everyday since that month till now, alcohol has become my best friend and my sleeping pill. Why the sudden change in habit? I've no idea. Perhaps, I just enjoy the entertainment, the life I've never had, the freedom. Of course, having such free life definitely pays. Haha~ Lack of sleep!*grins*
当然，最令我伤心的事，仍然就是因为自己不小心把心打开了。。
Somehow, I could remember vividly still. He came up and just smiled. Someone I've never seen for all the months i've been working here.
The 6th floor guy, i shall name him. Perhaps, my angel?
One the first day - I realised that he actually notices me from before i changed my hairstyle. To be exact, since august till now...Too many sweet words, too much care and sincerity that he gave me the next day. It's weird, funny and yet to be remembered.
On the second day i saw him, some herbal tea and a pack of lozenges was all he gave me the next day, just to ease my cough, he said. That was nice of him. Should i open my heart a little?
On the third day - dinner. where did we go? just some usual fast food place... i remember him trying to hold my hands while we were just walking around.. a tingle in my heart and a sudden stop in my heartbeat. It's been awhile, I haven't had this feeling. Ah, what a feeling~
On the fourth day - how sweet of you, angel, to accompany me all the way there just to pass that thing to my friend. and to ignore calls from work. i think, perhaps, i might just open my heart a little more. i can see your sincerity...
On the fifth day - east coast park was fun. a refreshing time out... *grins to herself* I'm sorry, angel, to make you stay up till late just to accompany me. I know you're just too exhausted and furthermore, work on sunday...
And out of the sudden.. things took a 360 change. was it sincerity then? oh was it just a way to get me and throw me away? Like a used toy. I guess i'm starting to understand why i closed my heart in the first place.
i couldn't understand the coldness anymore. i couldn't fathom what is going through your mind. Oh god, just when i started to open my heart a little... things come crumbling, crushing the door and blocking my heart. Tears? No, there were none. I couldn't cry. I just couldn't.
Once again, i tried my very best to shut my heart. The doors didn't budge for those few days... I sat there, thinking and staring into thin air. Damnit!
It's been 13 months since i stepped foot on this little place and sought for my dreams... and yet, I've achieved none.
感觉有点失败～
however, there were so many memories; a bitter sweet symphony i shall say..
Let me count the ways i've grown since I came here. I've learnt that working life isn't as easy as I thought, more or less, working and living alone in a foreign country. Though it may seem similiar to the city i've grown up for the past 22 years.. the culture, thoughts and life is definitely different. People here are more aware of your capability and they tend to be afraid of you, thus, there comes the ill-spoken words coming from them...
I've learnt to be more relaxed and discipline. Knowing what to do, and what not to do. I've become a more complex person in ways that I've never known. Shunning from all posible feelings that may lead me to depression.
This does sound bad... *laughs*
Since August 08, I've been drinking much more than i could imagine, compared to the past few years. Everyday since that month till now, alcohol has become my best friend and my sleeping pill. Why the sudden change in habit? I've no idea. Perhaps, I just enjoy the entertainment, the life I've never had, the freedom. Of course, having such free life definitely pays. Haha~ Lack of sleep!*grins*
当然，最令我伤心的事，仍然就是因为自己不小心把心打开了。。
Somehow, I could remember vividly still. He came up and just smiled. Someone I've never seen for all the months i've been working here.
The 6th floor guy, i shall name him. Perhaps, my angel?
One the first day - I realised that he actually notices me from before i changed my hairstyle. To be exact, since august till now...Too many sweet words, too much care and sincerity that he gave me the next day. It's weird, funny and yet to be remembered.
On the second day i saw him, some herbal tea and a pack of lozenges was all he gave me the next day, just to ease my cough, he said. That was nice of him. Should i open my heart a little?
On the third day - dinner. where did we go? just some usual fast food place... i remember him trying to hold my hands while we were just walking around.. a tingle in my heart and a sudden stop in my heartbeat. It's been awhile, I haven't had this feeling. Ah, what a feeling~
On the fourth day - how sweet of you, angel, to accompany me all the way there just to pass that thing to my friend. and to ignore calls from work. i think, perhaps, i might just open my heart a little more. i can see your sincerity...
On the fifth day - east coast park was fun. a refreshing time out... *grins to herself* I'm sorry, angel, to make you stay up till late just to accompany me. I know you're just too exhausted and furthermore, work on sunday...
And out of the sudden.. things took a 360 change. was it sincerity then? oh was it just a way to get me and throw me away? Like a used toy. I guess i'm starting to understand why i closed my heart in the first place.
i couldn't understand the coldness anymore. i couldn't fathom what is going through your mind. Oh god, just when i started to open my heart a little... things come crumbling, crushing the door and blocking my heart. Tears? No, there were none. I couldn't cry. I just couldn't.
Once again, i tried my very best to shut my heart. The doors didn't budge for those few days... I sat there, thinking and staring into thin air. Damnit!
Well, it's gonna be a short, painful memory to erase, somehow. It bugs me a little.
What shall I say to you, angel? I guess, all that can ever come out from me would be a short Thank You. For the sweet short memories, for the kindness you showed me once.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
. lil update .
so now, i haven't been really been a good blogger lately. the fact of the lack of updates from me is due to......
. busy work schedule .
. been having night outings .
. been procrastinating with my updates .
. thinking of good things to post up .
let's see... let's start from last Saturday itself... (11th October 2008)... had a 'sleeping day' and ended up awaking from my beauty sleep around 4pm++~ did house chores.. yada yada~ then decided, where to go? Thanks to Teletubbie~ me ended up meeting him at Central around 6pm~ did some laughing at some Cosplay happening around that area. Mind me, it wasn't me who started the laughing. It was him! Well, i may be open to all these cosplay thingys.. but i DO give my salute to them who actually dares to walk and travel by MRT dressed as their favourite anime/manga characters. But some are just, too.... overrated?! Thank GOD Teletubbie did not bring his cam out.. otherwise.. *cencored* ... lolz!
Had a Fish & Chips dinner for S$7.90 at Fisherman's Wharf.. chatted the way through dinner and laughing at each other's way of eating habit.. Right, i hated vinegar on my dory fish, yet, he persuaded me (in a way) to try the the vinegar.. and mustard.. not too bad, not too bad... it was a rather big portion and kinda got me bloated! *damn!*
ended up walking and surveying 'neon-lighted' pubs from Clark Quay, to Boat Quay, then to Tanjong Pagar, then a lil of Chinatown.. the purpose? trying to find a place for a drink. and where did we end up at? Funnily, back at Clark Quay... at Harry's Pub... great jazzy live band.. love her raspy voice, though i didn't get her name. my badz!
Sunday... 11th october 2008.. erm.. 'sleeping day' again till 12pm++.. did the usual house chores then there comes Yuki, Tracy & David who came to prepare lunch! Vietnamese lunch! hoho~ i'm in for such a mouth-watering feast! lolz~ so the gathering of 5 Vietnamese (Yuki, David, Tracy, Hannah), 2 Singaporeans (Ben & Friend), 1 Malaysia (me) and 1 Chinese (Nana) started from 3pm++ for god knows which meal...Red wine and beer were a favourite at this party.. then there were hours of bantering... more drinking, and more drinking... and bantering.. gosh! this was going on for hours... =.=|| so it was a food and drinking day at home today..
Monday - 12th Oct 08... pool and drinks with Ben & Gracy at KG Pub.. the usual things. Had a few games of pool with the other guys there, won a few but lost too many... guess my skills sometimes fails me. But am still proud that i can still play and focus as i used to~
Tuesday - 13th Oct 08
A sudden invite from Brian (my hometown friend) to Bonkers at Craig Road.. I've totally no idea what kind of place was it. When i got there, there it was! Another pub... something like KG pub, but far, far livelier! i guess? loads of good songs being sung, and the singing was pretty decent, not like those... erm, trying to hard kind? A lot of songs from Gary's Betrayal (bei pan). Had a couple of drinks and chatted with Brian most of the time.
And i just realised that he's got a 7-yr old daughter who is absolutely cute! just like him! gosh.. unfortunately, things took a turn for his family and so, he's here in Singapore, enjoying freedom and the $$ he earns here. I sighed a heavy sigh and thought, at least he's making money, and i'm not making any at all. Wonder if it's a sign from god to make me go back KL and work my ass off. *waves the thought away*
Headed off to Rumourz at Clarke Quay and continued the drinking and dancing. The whole place left me feeling that I'm back in KL once again..The kind where i used to frequent back in my younger days... *though i'm only 23 this year! yes, it makes me feel old...* Crowd was really quiet and only a few tables were taken. Good, I thought, since i can move around freely without getting bumped or shoved aside... Nothing much to say about being here. Just a comfortable feeling, with Brian and friends...
I guess i'm getting used to Singapore's life afterall and feeling just so right at home...
. busy work schedule .
. been having night outings .
. been procrastinating with my updates .
. thinking of good things to post up .
let's see... let's start from last Saturday itself... (11th October 2008)... had a 'sleeping day' and ended up awaking from my beauty sleep around 4pm++~ did house chores.. yada yada~ then decided, where to go? Thanks to Teletubbie~ me ended up meeting him at Central around 6pm~ did some laughing at some Cosplay happening around that area. Mind me, it wasn't me who started the laughing. It was him! Well, i may be open to all these cosplay thingys.. but i DO give my salute to them who actually dares to walk and travel by MRT dressed as their favourite anime/manga characters. But some are just, too.... overrated?! Thank GOD Teletubbie did not bring his cam out.. otherwise.. *cencored* ... lolz!
Had a Fish & Chips dinner for S$7.90 at Fisherman's Wharf.. chatted the way through dinner and laughing at each other's way of eating habit.. Right, i hated vinegar on my dory fish, yet, he persuaded me (in a way) to try the the vinegar.. and mustard.. not too bad, not too bad... it was a rather big portion and kinda got me bloated! *damn!*
ended up walking and surveying 'neon-lighted' pubs from Clark Quay, to Boat Quay, then to Tanjong Pagar, then a lil of Chinatown.. the purpose? trying to find a place for a drink. and where did we end up at? Funnily, back at Clark Quay... at Harry's Pub... great jazzy live band.. love her raspy voice, though i didn't get her name. my badz!
Sunday... 11th october 2008.. erm.. 'sleeping day' again till 12pm++.. did the usual house chores then there comes Yuki, Tracy & David who came to prepare lunch! Vietnamese lunch! hoho~ i'm in for such a mouth-watering feast! lolz~ so the gathering of 5 Vietnamese (Yuki, David, Tracy, Hannah), 2 Singaporeans (Ben & Friend), 1 Malaysia (me) and 1 Chinese (Nana) started from 3pm++ for god knows which meal...Red wine and beer were a favourite at this party.. then there were hours of bantering... more drinking, and more drinking... and bantering.. gosh! this was going on for hours... =.=|| so it was a food and drinking day at home today..
Monday - 12th Oct 08... pool and drinks with Ben & Gracy at KG Pub.. the usual things. Had a few games of pool with the other guys there, won a few but lost too many... guess my skills sometimes fails me. But am still proud that i can still play and focus as i used to~
Tuesday - 13th Oct 08
A sudden invite from Brian (my hometown friend) to Bonkers at Craig Road.. I've totally no idea what kind of place was it. When i got there, there it was! Another pub... something like KG pub, but far, far livelier! i guess? loads of good songs being sung, and the singing was pretty decent, not like those... erm, trying to hard kind? A lot of songs from Gary's Betrayal (bei pan). Had a couple of drinks and chatted with Brian most of the time.
And i just realised that he's got a 7-yr old daughter who is absolutely cute! just like him! gosh.. unfortunately, things took a turn for his family and so, he's here in Singapore, enjoying freedom and the $$ he earns here. I sighed a heavy sigh and thought, at least he's making money, and i'm not making any at all. Wonder if it's a sign from god to make me go back KL and work my ass off. *waves the thought away*
Headed off to Rumourz at Clarke Quay and continued the drinking and dancing. The whole place left me feeling that I'm back in KL once again..The kind where i used to frequent back in my younger days... *though i'm only 23 this year! yes, it makes me feel old...* Crowd was really quiet and only a few tables were taken. Good, I thought, since i can move around freely without getting bumped or shoved aside... Nothing much to say about being here. Just a comfortable feeling, with Brian and friends...
I guess i'm getting used to Singapore's life afterall and feeling just so right at home...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
. blind date .
Let me see, an anonymous sms saying that Ray was too shy to ask me out. Fine, let's go out on Saturday night then, Ray, that anonymous fella (Kelvin) and me to St. James.
As expected, Ray is in MIA mode again. No biggie. To cancel the outing is fine with me, to proceed without Ray, it was fine with me too. *lolz* since i don't have people asking me out on Sat nights anywayz~ *grins*
kayz then, a blind date it was! gosh, nerve-wrecking and excited. what if he runs away when he sees me? what if i'm a disappointment during the first meet? what if i did not give a good impression? sighz~ gal oh gal! i'm just thinking too much~ hoho~
it was a good experience, knowing that this fella is a gentleman and it's hard not to notice how boyish looking he could be! *drools* oopz~ let me wipe the drool off!
dinner, or perhaps i should say, a light dinner at Barracks Diner, Dampsey Road.. one of his client's place. Love the menu they have there! Overall setting is not too bad, looks classy enough for me to not go there.. Well, i just can't afford such place! I guess? A glass of red wine in the restaurant and went to the outdoor seats for a smoke... And he claimed that i was growing a gold fish in my red wine. We talked a bit bout each others goals, life and dreams.. it was a good chat, though it gets a bit funny bout me sitting too far from him.. *grins*
Next stop? Sentosa! Cafe Del Mar at Siloso Beach! Heard it used to be one of the fav night spots in Singapore. But today, it was just.. dead? nonetheless, both of us were comfortably lying on those bed-sofa thingys.. looking up to the dark sky.. which were, just not having any blink of stars. only clouds were playing in the wind, changing shapes as the wind blew silently...
it was a good, relaxing blind date... never expected to give this sort of thing a try though..
imagine~ if we kissed? haha...
'nuff talk.. some stuff i took.. random pics, related to~ him! lolz lolz~
As expected, Ray is in MIA mode again. No biggie. To cancel the outing is fine with me, to proceed without Ray, it was fine with me too. *lolz* since i don't have people asking me out on Sat nights anywayz~ *grins*
kayz then, a blind date it was! gosh, nerve-wrecking and excited. what if he runs away when he sees me? what if i'm a disappointment during the first meet? what if i did not give a good impression? sighz~ gal oh gal! i'm just thinking too much~ hoho~
it was a good experience, knowing that this fella is a gentleman and it's hard not to notice how boyish looking he could be! *drools* oopz~ let me wipe the drool off!
dinner, or perhaps i should say, a light dinner at Barracks Diner, Dampsey Road.. one of his client's place. Love the menu they have there! Overall setting is not too bad, looks classy enough for me to not go there.. Well, i just can't afford such place! I guess? A glass of red wine in the restaurant and went to the outdoor seats for a smoke... And he claimed that i was growing a gold fish in my red wine. We talked a bit bout each others goals, life and dreams.. it was a good chat, though it gets a bit funny bout me sitting too far from him.. *grins*
Next stop? Sentosa! Cafe Del Mar at Siloso Beach! Heard it used to be one of the fav night spots in Singapore. But today, it was just.. dead? nonetheless, both of us were comfortably lying on those bed-sofa thingys.. looking up to the dark sky.. which were, just not having any blink of stars. only clouds were playing in the wind, changing shapes as the wind blew silently...
it was a good, relaxing blind date... never expected to give this sort of thing a try though..
imagine~ if we kissed? haha...
'nuff talk.. some stuff i took.. random pics, related to~ him! lolz lolz~
Sunday, September 21, 2008
. permission .
oh~ permission bowl! wait, permission card! wonders, what am i permitted to do today?
ooh!!!! great great! thank you oh mighty bowl!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
. big headed prawn .
busy busy day.
went for Raffles City (City Hall MRT) to find aunt for lunch and to pass her some stuff. crowded as usual, weekends! ended up at Food Junction and had Pepper Lunch... nasty food, compared to the branches.
rushed back home to prepare Dash for his visit to the vet. Gosh, it was a tough ride to and fro the vet. Dash is soooo not used to being in the carrier and in the cab that he kept struggling to get out of the carrier. And me, ended up with a scratch, 'souvenir' from Dash. =.=|| anyways, thank God it was just a tiny scratch!!
The Animal Doctors Pte Ltd. Located at Ang Mo Kio Ave 4. Great facility and friendly staff! Love the attention from Dr. Kathy and the receptionist! Well, the attention goes to Dash. Such a charming boy and yet mischievious! *sweats*
Well, what I learnt from Dr. Kathy was about his age. He's rougly 3.5 months - 4 months and is moggy of DSH (domestic short hair) + Oriental. Sharp features on the head. Healthy, healthy boy! Most important, he's so darn curious at everything! Weighing at 1.6kg. or was it pounds? Lolz! Got his deworming tablet and shall feed the other half of the table in 2 week's time. Got his first vaccination done. Everything done! Pricing is reasonable, with all the consultation and jab and tablet, came up to S$48.
Got back home and once again, Dash was struggling to get out of the carrier on the ride back home. Naughty fella! I'm sorry that mummy has to put you through this.. you'll get used to it! I promise! *snuggles up to Dash to tease him a bit!*
Changed his litter and food & water bowl, all fresh! And i'm ready to meet my aunt for a short shopping session at Far Eash Plaza, Orchard. Little did i realised, i locked my room door without remembering my house keys!
clever!!!! what a big headed prawn i am! =.=
cost me S$45 to get a locksmith to open my room door. gosh! better get a duplicate to be placed somewhere in the house. lesson learnt.
Dash isn't feeling that well after the visit from the vet. He's suddenly all so 'manja-ish' and purrs a lot. The normal side effect of the jab. Oh well, you'll be snuggling with mummy again tonight my dear! Not to mention, Dash kept disturbing me with his tail since he wasn't feeling well enough to crawl over me all night.
Sweet sweet Dash! ^^
Pictures of him being so still after the jab~ poor darling.... *muakz*
went for Raffles City (City Hall MRT) to find aunt for lunch and to pass her some stuff. crowded as usual, weekends! ended up at Food Junction and had Pepper Lunch... nasty food, compared to the branches.
rushed back home to prepare Dash for his visit to the vet. Gosh, it was a tough ride to and fro the vet. Dash is soooo not used to being in the carrier and in the cab that he kept struggling to get out of the carrier. And me, ended up with a scratch, 'souvenir' from Dash. =.=|| anyways, thank God it was just a tiny scratch!!
The Animal Doctors Pte Ltd. Located at Ang Mo Kio Ave 4. Great facility and friendly staff! Love the attention from Dr. Kathy and the receptionist! Well, the attention goes to Dash. Such a charming boy and yet mischievious! *sweats*
Well, what I learnt from Dr. Kathy was about his age. He's rougly 3.5 months - 4 months and is moggy of DSH (domestic short hair) + Oriental. Sharp features on the head. Healthy, healthy boy! Most important, he's so darn curious at everything! Weighing at 1.6kg. or was it pounds? Lolz! Got his deworming tablet and shall feed the other half of the table in 2 week's time. Got his first vaccination done. Everything done! Pricing is reasonable, with all the consultation and jab and tablet, came up to S$48.
Got back home and once again, Dash was struggling to get out of the carrier on the ride back home. Naughty fella! I'm sorry that mummy has to put you through this.. you'll get used to it! I promise! *snuggles up to Dash to tease him a bit!*
Changed his litter and food & water bowl, all fresh! And i'm ready to meet my aunt for a short shopping session at Far Eash Plaza, Orchard. Little did i realised, i locked my room door without remembering my house keys!
clever!!!! what a big headed prawn i am! =.=
cost me S$45 to get a locksmith to open my room door. gosh! better get a duplicate to be placed somewhere in the house. lesson learnt.
Dash isn't feeling that well after the visit from the vet. He's suddenly all so 'manja-ish' and purrs a lot. The normal side effect of the jab. Oh well, you'll be snuggling with mummy again tonight my dear! Not to mention, Dash kept disturbing me with his tail since he wasn't feeling well enough to crawl over me all night.
Sweet sweet Dash! ^^
Pictures of him being so still after the jab~ poor darling.... *muakz*
Saturday, July 12, 2008
. Addition in My Life .
Surprise surprise!
Adopted Dash! =)
and of course, i didn't sleep well the first night with Dash. He was... manja-ing me.. and wants me to hold him when i sleep.. and when suddenly i turn, he'll start meowing me to remind me that my arms gotta be around him... how sweet!!!!
=)
shall update more ~~ happy soulless me~ *grins*
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
. chee wee + dinner .
Soya Bean + 'You Tiao'
From left: Pancake with Egg and Chicken Floss, 'You Tiao', Sweet Glutinous Rice with 'you tiao'
Taiwan Onion Pancake
Dinner!Walked from Kallang MRT till Geylang area just to look for this particularly famous shop selling 豆浆油条 (Soya Milk + 'You Tiao').
Another famous foodie among Singaporeans! =) Not a local delicacy, but from Taiwan!
Thank you Chee Wee~~ lolz!
Venue: Geylang area, Singapore (yes, among the famous red light district, great food are found within this area)
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